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| Sujatha |
This is an English translation of “Nagaram” a short story written by Sujatha. Translated into English by Saravanan Karmegam.
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….Madurai was the second capital of Pandiya Kings. The city of ‘Madra’ mentioned in the maps of ancient countries, the city of “Madhura” known so in the English Language, and the city of ‘Metra’ called by Greeks are one and the same. They all stand for the city of Tamil Madurai - Caldwell’s “Comparative Grammar”
The mural advertisements drawn on walls a foot above from the ground seemed to share harmonious life with each other in different hues- Nizam lady tobacco, RK brand’s sleeveless braziers, Warning- Fire of revolution on the way, Gospel assemblies, Haji Moosa Textile shop (Ocean of textiles) and Procession of carrying fire pots by atheists scheduled on 30.09.1973.
It was just yet another day in Madurai. As usual the pots were waiting for the arrival of its owners in the ‘queue of meditation’ near water tap. Small children were playing in sand without any fear of tetanus. Pandian Transport Corporation buses were busy throwing out the diesel smoke adulterated with local spirit. The policemen looking protein deficient, wearing stiff half khaki trousers were trying to regulate the movement of both men and vehicles. The bustles of the city resembled a random movement of particles in ‘Brownian’ movement. A thin and not so lengthy procession of some men wearing Khadar shirt was slowly moving on the left side of the road raising slogans against the government for not controlling inflation. Multitude of ordinary masses walking without sandals, the majestic imposing towers of Meenakshi Amman temple, dried Vaigai River and a bridge built upon it…it is the city of Madurai.
Our story is about a woman who had come to this city.
Valliyammal along with her daughter Papathi was waiting in the Out-Patient ward of Madurai Government hospital. Papathi had a temperature. When she consulted the doctor in the Primary Health Centre in her village, the doctor got her scared and hurried her to take her daughter to the Government Hospital immediately. She boarded the bus in the early morning for Madurai and …...
Now Papathi was lying on a stretcher surrounded by a group of six doctors. Papathi must be about twelve years old. The ordinary glass stones of her nose rings worn on both sides of nose were glittering in the hospital lights. A streak of Vibhoothi on her forehead. The hands sticking out of blanket covered up to her chest were looking bony. Down with high fever, Papathi was sleeping with her mouth open.
The Chief doctor gently tilted Papthi's head and examined her eyes lifting the eye lids up. Pressed her cheeks gently and checked her forehead with his fingers. The Chief doctor was educated in the West and used to take classes for post graduate medical students. He was a professor. The doctors standing around him were actually his trainee doctors.
“Acute case of meningitis…Notice the…”
Valliyammal was watching her daughter anxiously amidst their conversation. Everyone standing around her came forward one after the other, examined her eyes with an ophthalmoscope, and checked it with a torch if her pupil had any movement. They then jotted down their observations.
“Get her admitted”- The Chief doctor instructed.
Valliyammal looked up to their faces in bewilderment. One of them told her, “Amma…we have to admit this girl in the hospital. You please go to that man sitting over there. Where is your receipt?”
Valliyammal hadn’t got any receipt.
“It’s alright. He’ll give it…Hei….old man! Come this side” he yelled.
Valliyammal went to the Chief doctor and asked him,” Ayya…will my child be alright?”
“Get her admitted first. We will take care of her. Doctor Dhanasekaran…I want to attend this case myself. See that she is admitted. Now time is up for taking classes. I will attend her once I am back”
He left the place like a minister with his entourage following him. Doctor Dhanasekaran informed Srinivasan who was standing beside him to get her admitted and ran behind the Chief doctor.
Srinivasan stared at Valliyammal.
“Please come here…ma. What is your name? Dei…scapegrace…bring that register”
“Valliyammal”
“What is the name of the patient?”
“He is dead”
Srinivasan rose his head, stared at her.
“Patient means sick person. Who do you want to admit?”
“My daughter”
“Name?”
“Valliyammal”
“You are playing mischief with me. Aren’t you? What is your daughter’s name?”
“Papathi”
“Papathi…thank god, I got it. Take this receipt and go straight and you will find a person sitting on a chair near the steps to upstairs. He is the income appraiser! Give it to him”
“My child?”
“Nothing will happen to your child. Let her sleep there. Hasn’t anyone accompanied you? You may go now” he told her and turned his attention toward his routine work, “Who’s Vijayarangam?
Valliyammal didn’t like to leave her child alone. The queue and the stench floating around there had made her feel sick. She grew angry with her dead husband.
She went straight, holding the receipt in her hand. The chair was empty. The back rest of it was thick with dirt. She showed the receipt to another person sitting near. He looked at her with his clumsy left eye that opened one fourth of its eyes lids as he was busy writing. “Wait…let him come” he told her pointing at the empty chair. Valliyammal wanted to go back to her daughter. She was caught on the horn of a dilemma which took a magnificent proportion in her illiterate heart whether to wait there or to go back to her child.
“Will it get delayed?” – she was afraid of asking him.
Finally the income appraiser came there slowly, evidently after admitting his son in law and sat on the chair. He sniffed a pinch of snuff three times, rolled her kerchief like a rope, wiped his nose and got to work with a renewed vigour.
“Look here…everyone should stand in the queue. I can’t do anything if you come like a swarm of winged termites”
After a wait of thirty minutes, the receipt was snatched from Valliyammal when she stretched out her hand to give it.
“Get it signed by the doctor. There is no doctor’s signature in this”
“Where should I go to get it?”
“From where did you come here?”
“From Moonandipatti”
The clerk chuckled at her reply. “Moonandipatti? Bring that receipt”
She gave him that receipt. He flipped it a couple of times as if fanning himself with it.
“What is your husband’s income?”
“My husband is dead”
“What is your income?”
She blinked, unable to understand his words.
“How much will you earn a month?”
“If I get work during harvest season, I would get some paddy. Or pearl millet or ragi”
“So you won’t get your wages in cash. Will you? It’s alright. I will write down your wages as ninety rupees”
“Is it for a month?”
“Don’t be afraid. They won’t charge you anything. Along with this chit, you go straight and take a turn on left and you will find an arrow mark on the wall. Go to room number 48”
Valliyammal received that chit from him with both of her hands. As her simple mind was confused with the descriptions the clerk gave her, she was roaming in the hospital corridors like a piece of paper that was left free in the air. She was an illiterate woman. The number 48 had then slipped out of her mind. She was afraid of going back to the clerk to ask him again.
Two patients, half sitting, half lying on a single stretcher with tubes inserted through their nostrils went past her. In another push cart was moving Sambar rice in a wide mouth cauldron. White capped men were busy walking here and there. In full make up, the lady doctors were going past in white coats with stethoscope hanging around their neck like garlands. Policemen, boys carrying coffee tumblers and nurses all alike were busy walking in all directions. They seemed to be in some indescribable hurry. Valliyammal didn’t know how to stop them to explain her situation nor knew what to tell them. She saw some people crowding around in front of a room and a man collecting brown colour chits with an ease of stacking up cards. Valliyammal went to him and handed him over the chit. He got it from her without any special attention. People were waiting outside, sitting on benches. Valliyammal grew worried about her daughter, Papathi. ‘She is lying there all alone’ she thought. The man who collected the chits was calling out the names one by one and made them sit in a row. When he called out Papathi’s name, he gave that chit to her and told, “This chit is not meant for this room. Go straight”.
“I don’t know where to go” Valliyammal said.
He paused for a second, and stopped a person who went past him and told, “ Amalraj, show this woman room number 48” and turned to Valliyammal and said, “Follow him. He is going there”
She had to run behind Amalraj.
There she found another group of people crowding around. A man collected the chit from her. The odour permeating the hospital and the weakness out of not having food since long had made Valliyammal feel slightly dizzy.
After half an hour, she was called. She entered the room. Two men were sitting in the chairs opposite and scribbling something with pencil. One of them scrutinised her chit, flipped it again and again and said:
“You are coming from O.P department. Aren’t you?”
She couldn’t reply to this question.
“It is written to admit the patient. But no bed is empty. You may come back here exactly at seven in the morning”
“Where should I come?”
“Here…the same place. You can come here directly. Okay?
When she came out of the room, Valliyammal was very much worried about her daughter who she had left for more than one and a half hours. She didn’t even know how to go back to her daughter. All the hospital rooms were looking similar with the same person sitting in front of all the rooms and collecting the chits. In one of the wards, so many persons were lying on beds with their legs or hands lifted up, tied with bandages. In another ward, small children were crying, wrinkling their faces. Everywhere machines, patients and doctors – she was still unable to find the way to reach out to her child.
She called out to one lady doctor and described the place from where she had left her child. “Many doctors were standing there, talking to each other. They asked me about my income. Some even told that I don’t have to pay any money. I have left my child there, amma” She narrated.
She went by the way the lady doctor has shown her. The door was locked. The fear that was till then creeping into her heart had now become a fright. She started crying; stood in the middle of the corridor and wailed. A man going past told her to move aside and cry. It seemed that crying there seemed as uninteresting as the smell of aseptic liquids.
“Papathi…Papathi…where will I see you again? Where will I search for you?” she kept walking, talking to herself. An entrance gate was visible that side. It was the exit door of the hospital. It was kept opened and only those who went out of the hospital were permitted through that gate. She could recollect that she had seen that gate.
She came out. She now remembered that she had entered the hospital through another entrance after walking a long distance from this gate. She ran towards that entrance and reached the other gate. She remembered those wooden steps. Yonder, there lay the empty chair of the clerk who was appraising incomes! Yes…it was there!
The entrance gate had been kept closed. She could see Papathi still lying on a stretcher with her eyes closed.
“Ayya…could you please open this door? My daughter is lying there”
“Come at three. Now everything is closed” she begged him for ten minutes with all her possible efforts. She couldn’t understand his language as though what he spoke was in Tamil. She couldn’t understand what he had demanded of her. When he opened the door for someone and was busy touching his eyes with a petty amount he received, she rushed inside using that minute of his servility. She went running to her daughter, scooped her up in her hands, sat on a separate bench and wept.
The senior doctor had had a cup of coffee after taking classes for M.D (Doctor of Medicine) students and left to visit the wards. He could vividly remember the case of acute meningitis he was handling in the morning. He had read about some new medicines published in B.M.J (British Medical Journal)
“I told you in the morning to get that case of meningitis admitted. Didn’t I? That twelve years old girl… where is she now?” he asked.
“No one has been admitted today, doctor”
“What? Not admitted? I have told you very specifically. Dhanasekaran, don’t you remember that?”
“Yes…I do remember doctor”
“Paul, please let me know what had actually happened. How come it could have missed like this?”
The person called Paul went downstairs and enquired the clerks sitting there. “You people simply write on papers to get them admitted. There is no space in the wards even to stand” they sulked.
“Swamy…it is the Chief doctor that asks now”
“Is the case known to him?”
“May be…who knows?”
“I haven’t received any case pertaining to twelve years old girl. Even if anyone had come to me, I have told them to come only in the morning. Two or three beds will get empty tonight. If it is an emergency, you must inform us in advance. Or else just pass a word that the Chief has some personal interest in that. That is enough. Are they related to him?”
Valliyammal stood clueless as to what she was going to do till next day seven O’ clock in the morning. The ambiance of the hospital was so much of intimidating for her. She wasn’t sure whether she would be allowed to stay with her daughter. Valliyammal thought for some time and scooped up her daughter, cuddled her along her chest, supported her head on her shoulder as the girl’s hands hung loose, she came out of the hospital. She boarded a yellow colour cycle rickshaw and asked the rickshaw puller to go to the bus stand.
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“What nonsense are you people talking? Seven O’ Clock in morning? The girl will die before that. Doctor Dhanasekaran, please get the Out-Patient ward checked. She must be there somewhere. If you don’t find a bed in that wretched ward, arrange a bed from our department ward. Make it quick”
“Doctor, it has been kept reserved”
“I don’t care. I want that girl admitted now. Right now!”
The chief doctor had never shouted like this. The panicked Doctor Dhanasekaran, Paul and Miranda, the head nurse were on toes in seconds and ran to O.P ward in search of Valliyammal.
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“It is just an ordinary fever. Isn’t it? We can go back to our village, Moonandipatti. No need to go to the village hospital. It was that doctor from the health centre who got us panicked and chased us away to Madurai. Everything will be alright once we consecrate Vibhoothi with a jaggery cube”.
“If Papathi recovers, I will donate two hand full of coins to Vaitheeswaran temple” Valliyammal prayed solemnly.
***Ended***
